i have never been to melaka!
so its crazy anticipation of travelling out of the country with hy again and the thrill of exploring unknown territory thats keeping me awake.
and of course, along with happy songs and fast beats.
super proud of myself, found like 60+ songs after picking through the ones that i dont like.
muhahahaha
katy perry is so cute!!!
although her songs sounds similar here and there haha
here's my current fav of hers!
Thinking of you - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ebh6FL0vo44

and i realised that PCDs has quite abit of nice songs too, its those that u hear on the radio some million years ago and u wonder what song is that but cant find, and go "WOOHOOo" when u get it on youtube again.
I hate this part - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xrlt7k90Qgw

and then there's kelly clarkson who's songs i always love but just didnt get around to finding them, or rather, i, once again, felt the wrath of internet piracy.
god bless.i can imagine myself blasting music and looking out the bus window on the way to a holiday. woo~
oh btw something's screwing around with my laptop wth!!!
my windows explorer shuts down on its own and gives me an error message every time i want to access my control panel and weirdly some of my computer template etc is gone so my icons are all bunched together instead of separated into groups like its used to be. TT
is that an indication of virusssssssssssssssss
*pull hair*

I WANT TO LEARN HOW TO BAKE COOKIES AND BROWNIES AND CUPCAKES AND WhATEVER NONSENSE U CAN THINK OF!!!!
oh man
can u even imagine how wonderful it will be like to have a kitchen smell like butter and hot chocolate and see the goodies resting on the baking tray.
muhahhahahahha
I HAVE A SUDDEN URGE TO PLAY WITH COLORFUL ICINGS!!!!!

*meow meow mehhhhhh*

i want to eat the world.
simply because i shat the world out just now and i need FOOOOOD.

I KISSED A GIRL AND I LIKE IT
OOOOOO~~~~

did i say i want to watch my sister's keeper!!
and my phone is still lost.
although i do have hy's old phone, just no sim card to put it in tmd
when did my dad become so slow......

rojak rojak rojak rojak rojak rojak rojak

if nothing goes wrong i will be going colosseum later muhaha.

<3

lost my phone!
so dont expect a reply anytime soon.

thailand was fun, sorta.
although they didnt win, still it was quite a nice experience except that there wasnt anything much to buy.
bloody hell we went for a massage at the basement of siam paragon and BLOODY HELL it was damn painful
seriously dont know how anybody can tahan that long term, or even remotely think that its enjoyable.
freaking hell.
HAHA and 5 mins into the massage tofu screamed that his dick is half erected.
LOL
and apparently the person beside him knows english and told his/her massager, then that massager supposedly told tofu's massager what he just said.
freaking double owned.

first time taking a plane ride with hyhyhyhy muhahahaha
there was a short period of time on the return trip where the plane starting making funny noises and i was really kinda scared
*grab each other's hand*
i am still alive

any nice phone to recommend??
i want a pretty one, dont really care much about the functions hurhur xD

so long since i blogged, alot of blank spaces, which i probably wouldnt even try filling up.
although i might try to here and there.

i am so freaking fat now!!!!!!!!
RWARRRRRRRRRR
like im totally positive that if i meet up with like sec sch friends or pri sch friends their eyes would pop up.
oh god.

what should i do now~~~
this song is so cute!!!!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qsTk2xp0nvY
qualify for an all time favourite xD

i try to say goodbye and i choke
try to walk away and i stumble
though i try to hide it, its clear
my world crumbles when you are not here~

rereading american psycho.
its so nice that im not even complaining that i dont have any new books.
i want to buy......
dan brown's new book!
The lost symbol, which is a sequel to davinci code.
and maybe one or 2 by jodi picoult so i can be one step closer to owning all of her books
plus something random with a really pretty cover art that caught my eye.

desperately need to splurge on something to read.
love the feel of new books
hahahahahaa

wa feel damn disgusted by the bubbbletea
so sweet

BYE SCREW u!!!!

what book is nice????

i had a really good night's sleep!!! or should i say afternoon cause i slept the whole day away.
oh man i just wished it was abit longer.
i feel like i can sleep for another 24 hours. TT

SUPER GIANT MONITOR AT HY"S HOUSE NOW
which sadly is connected to the laptop, which luckily is a good laptop so it doesnt lag much.
AND ITS SO NICE!!!!
our gaming corner
soon im gonna migrate my lycosa over and leave this lousy keyboard at home which was the love until the lycosa showed up.
now everytime i type my fingers feel tired after 1 min.
totally what i am feeling now.
though i still think this looks better than the lycosa HAHA

WOO!!!
FOUND A GREAT JOB! HAHAHA
which i will probably be starting some time soon this week, WITH HY.
>:D
time to go shopping for formal wear.
WA super cannot wait to start HAHA
im gonna earn my first million at 30!!!!!!!!!!!

abcdefg.

and shockingly i am playing maple story now LOLOLOL
its kinda fun and brainless since all u need to do is just use one key and heal occasionally and fun around giving people stupid faces and ignoring when some over friendly kid says HI!
you should give it a try.
hohohoho this somehow makes dota nicer.
quite funny to see people going "wtf maplestory".
counted 5 already.

shalalalalala~
shalalala in the morningggggg
wooowooo ooowooo shalalalala
shalalallaa lalala!!!!~

been so long since i blogged!!!!
lots of things has have had happened. some good, some bad, but most of them inevitable and i already resigned them to fate along with some childish teenage thinking of mine that im not necessary proud of but, am glad i am brave enoug or stupid enoughh to go ahead with what i want to.

life's good
=)

i wonder why nobody i know of puts their packet drinks in the freezer to chill it before drinking, its like no matter how long you leave it in the normal compartment there is no way it'll be as cold if u put it up there.
although its like super easy to forget totally about it and end up with a block of colored ice. 
lol
but sometimes i get lucky and i get this semi frozen slush thats like damn nice and still remains cold 10 mins after you take it out. xD
dont even know why i am talking about this.

I LOVE JUSTEA!!!
Ps. you too >:D

lol love is blind <--
wth....

REALLY CANT STAND DISGUSTING GIRLS AND HORNY BOYS.
RWAR!!!!

HAHA!

almost TT

totally no mood.

blasting music while waering my headset is really good.
prevents me from even thinking about anything.
like if im a potm i'll just leap into 5 and pray some how everything misses me by a hair.

hare
hair
air
aehhhhhhhhhhh

played potm just now and i made us lost!
just a pub but....
TT

help me understand, 
let me be your shelter my friend.

its like so werid,
like everything breathes all of a second, and im the only one thats not moving,
or maybe its abit like moving underwater.
and i dont dare to open my eyes, yet i can feel.
just feel
your presence.

really need to get out. 
i feel so constricted being cropped up all day.
i want to go ice skating!
i want....
................................................................................................................

must be the bao i ate just now, got so hard when i dumped it in the microwave, so dry.
totally spoilt my mood.

my lady, you're excused.
and i wouldnt even doubt.

tralalalalala~
i want to fly!

and i think i can.
but.

just but.

love love love >:D

Designated Destination.
so why am i still so surprised and shocked.
although its not a bad thing, if you look at things the way i do.
still it sucks for my doubts to be comfirmed.
its like a slap in the face, a random wake up call in the middle of the night, and you sit up covered in sweat, prayers on your lips.
oh well, life really do get on, and no matter what the fact that i am not alone makes it so much easier to stomach, just barely.
i hope things stays like this.

okie not possible.
but its just gonna get better.

if we allow it to.

i am not afraid, for if there's a light at the end of tunnel, i can.

its a burst of strength and a sudden urge to do something significant, like rob a bank, kill something, to hurt.
if actions determine who we really are then its something that would make me the creator of the universe.
its a consistant ringing sound in the back of your ear, a tiny whimsical whisper that u could no longer stand, its the need to blow something up, just to negate that voice.
its the need to feel physical pain so u cant focus all your energy on it, rather than the one that knows no boundaries.
its an extreme sense of loss, of will and directions and want, and you sit back and watch your dream vanishes into the background, and reality hits you smack on the head, but you just dont want to wake up.
to linger around.
to watch the cupcakes rise.
to see them burn and smoke.
to laugh and snigger.
to feel in control.

*************************

i got a high score for my bejeweled!

Sufficiently amused by some random news tummy and dawn told me about.
damn gg
made me laugh out during bsats like a total idiot.
hime is some evil shit.

made a realy happy discovery in school today!
book fair in front of the library, apparently they are using the fair to see which books they wanna buy.
so its like brand new books for loan and if somebody picked them up they;re added into the system, if not they're returned to the supplier.
i thought they are seling those books at first but apparently not. 
doesnt matter, still a good day nonetheless *toothless grin*

oh and me + my agewhy ate gusu chicken rice and jap curry at canteen 2.
curry made me feel like puking cause the taste just doesnt go away, i think i stuffed myself too much.
but woohoo we spent 1 hour thinking of this word that i said sometime ago.
if only i managed to capture how happy he look when he finally thought of it.
super look like kid HAHAHAHA
damn cute
word's assume btw xD

NOTHING TO DO NOWWWWWWWW
and i am stting somewhere really noisy with my earphones stuffed in my ear but its lousy so it doesnt cancel all the noise completely and i am facing the big big window so the evening sun is shining in my face and my eyes feelssss so sleepy =(

my head hurts *faint
its like a on-going dull headache thats been irritating me for 2 days already 
RWARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

- saw a super nice mers on my way to school today 
- survived 15 mins ride in a cab that reeks of urine cigarette smell and bad breath mixed into one. freaking disgusting and i swear i smell like that after i got off the cab. no wonder... *adds in random unlucky things*
- 2 new books for me to chew! duedate on 14th august!!
- slippers making me walk like a tranny
- check this out. quite entertaining xD 
  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BfVpwvkgaUw

hearts*

since my hair is wet i shall just attempt to entertain myself by penning down whatever random thoughts that past by.
my nose is like permanently blocked or something, wait its not even blocked, its like semi-blocked and there's this really thick viscous phlegm at the back of my throat that no matter how i try to swallow or try to force it out it just freaking stubbornly stays there.

I FINALLY KNOW WHICH SONG  "i want nobody nobody but you" COMES FROM!

i want to go botanic gardens.
sit under a tree with a good book and pretend im the only person in the world.


but i'd need to get  some new books first.
and a tree
some time
strength
and a whole lot of courage.

terribly  constipated feeling, worse thing ever.

DvG is this sat/sun, they finally removed the "no-spec" rule. been a while since any smart decision was made. =)

love my pink dolphin drink, its one of those rare sweet drinks that i can still drink when its no longer cold/chilled.

many many overseas compy coming up!
get to go to thailand for estc! woo
thai massage here i come!!!!
hy said they were treated like kings last year, so this year i expect to be queen! MUAHHAHAi've been trying to play without using the "enhance mouse precision" option. and it feels so weird! 
but its okay cause im starting to get used to it, although i have to say i still miss-click some times. 

i have a secret to confess.
i was joking

TOTALLY SUCKS THAT I MISSED THE ECLIPSE YESTERDAY CAUSE IT WAS RAINING LIKE FREAKING MADLY AND THE SKY
 WAS FULL OF CLOUDS AND I CANT EVEN SEE THE FREAKING SUN AND I WAS STUCK IN CLASS AND NOBODY HAS A FREAKING IDEA THAT THE SUN IS BEING SHADOWED BY THE MOON RIGHT WHEN THEY ARE LISTENING ABOUT ORGANIC CHEM.
i felt like i was the only one in the class that knows something big is happening.
if the world really did end when the eclipse happened, they would die with amine and amide on their freaking mind and no freaking idea why.

k that felt super good.

Dear Diary,
                     today, i saw this cat lying in the middle of the road all squashed and bloody. its insdes was no longer inside but was all over the road and all over itself. there was blood everywhere and i cant even see its head cause i think it burst when it got ran over. the only thing that i saw intact was its tail which was surprisingly long compared to those strays and it was pretty furry too and it made me think of spiders and ants and maggots so i ran away and banged into a bush because my eyes was blurry and i cant see the bush infront of me and i felt stupid so i knelt down on the road side and gave a silent prayer to who ever now holds the cat's fate and wished its feeling better now because after a tragedy like that nobody deserve an unhappy afterlife.

RUNAWAY TRAIN~~

i want to watch this!
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Imaginarium_of_Doctor_Parnassus

OMG WHEN I WAS WALKING HOME YTD NIGHT I SAW THIS CAT BITING SOMETHING BLACK IN HER MOUTH
then that something was like squeaking all over, at first i thought it was a rat and my first thoughts were like, wow a cat that still knows how to catch a rat.
then i thought it was carrying to some place to feed her kittens or something
THEN I REALISED IT WAS CARRYING THIS REALLY CUTE KITTEN
OMGGGGGGG
it looked totally like bat man with a grey mask on.
then eyes were like grey and the nose are white
and they were so SMALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

HAHHAHAHHAHA
TT

The vice president of TIME magazine sent me a letter asking me to renew my TIME subscription and he dared call me MR. Huayan Ng
=)

okie i totally regret not going for immuno practical last week and get my project presentation done and over with, now i have to do my slides with this asshole that really doesnt do anything.
which means the bulk of the work was dumped onto my back, but then again shouldnt be a really REALLY bad thing cause its better than going up tomorrow and know how shit the slides were.
should be the saddest 10 mins of my presentation history.
and still i have to smile while i slowly rot to death. 
TT

i really need to tidy my up room, clothes are everywhere, okie not exactly everywhere but just piled on top of each other and when i want to find something i dump everything on the floor and pick through the mess and then throw them back on the drawers again.
and god knows when was the last time i changed my bedsheets.
not complaining though, there's something about smelly bedsheets and me
a sort of special connection
HAHAHA
makes me think of hy *cough*